My Pain

Sometimes the pain I carry inside me is

so strong that I have to run away from

what I know, from the world, from people,

from dog and cat ...

I have to stay alone

and sink into this pain until the top of my

head ...

Feel it with every millimeter of

my weak body ...

Immerse myself in it and

become One...

The one that burns and

freezes at the same moment ...

The one that

causes physical sensation and thus leaves

me numb, insensitive and dazzled by the

pounding silence that screams inside like a

scared little child longing for his mother ..

By Magdalena Breitkopf